The archive for January 2011

What we have…?

This feeling… It can`t be  described… It`s all I have except past… It`s understanding of WE, it is anti-ego… I know that we ARE… Really are.

Time waits for no-one.

There`s no easy way, nothing endless, nothing… There`s only hope, and that`s why I`m still alive. Trktor Bowling – Time.

…White sky…

White sky always makes me crazy. I transform into something weak, small and full of tears. I return to the past, to the west wind, and I can`t hold it…. I just.. I can only stay still and watch to the pictures of the past, pictures of past me and past you. I become past […]

(.About my world.)

Hm… What can I say? People, music, beauty, stupid ideas, connections, relationships, thoughts thoughts thoughts. As everyone, as no-one… Many light and bloody sensitiveness… But logic and unforgiving … Strange. In my world you can`t see anything  aimless, careless or illogical. But you`ll need years to understand my aims, feelings and logic. Try to… Maybe […]

~~~Madness~~~

Good day. Great morning, calm happines. Empty space in my head, almost frightening… My Madness isn`t here yet. But I know, she`ll come. My redhead girl, my lovely Madness. Nothing to worry about, nothing to do… Lazy noon. Tea in big cup, no sugar but milk. Good choice to think. Winter evening. Prefeeling of the […]